and is it so far you need not run?

 Friday into Saturday


A few different slides on this one. The first one is I’m laying in bed on my back and someone enters my room and they’re trying to climb over me to the other side, but they stop and touch me and we start to be intimate.


There’s another part where it’s early in the morning and i’m in brooklyn and i’m trying to get a haircut and i’m down towards the water/industry area in greenpoint and that’s where the barber shop is. I’m getting my haircut and these two guys are taking their time, like it’s so slow, so crazy how long they’re taking just talking and trying to cut my hair. And i hear a knock at the barber shop door and it’s Bella and she is saying, hey i just wanted you to know i’m here if you can let me into the store. And she’s not there, i’m guessing it was just a representation of my phone? Or a text message? And i look at the time and it’s 4:15 and we’re supposed to be there at 4:30 and i’m like okay i have to leave and my hair is basically half cut in all different places and i say okay, it doesn’t even matter, i have to leave, so i walk out. And the guy cutting my hair is fighting with his boyfriend and i have to walk to the store. And when i get outside, the walk to the store is ABSURDLY far, so i try to walk fast, like, power walk it, but i just know i’ll never make it in time and my legs start to feel like jello.

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